Spring blues

Yesterday when I got home from seeing my therapist,I was ambushed by my mom and my sister, basically it's getting hard financialy(no shit) and me not working is making it harder for everyone.Now keep in mind that I've been job hunting since like forever,I dont like being unemployed. I have bills that just keep piling up, my closed it suffering and Im trying everything I can not to have to ask my mom for a couple of dollars to put gas in my car. I felt like I was being kicked further,I already feel like shit.My sister who makes 3 times more then my mom of course had to put her two cents in and she doesnt pay for shit, she says she grocery shops but the fridge is bare? hmmm. So I got all emotional outta nowhere, whining like a little bitch about how frustrated I am, seriously I was contemplating checking myself into the hospital because I feel like im losing it sometimes,but I figured everybody has there days.My meds arent working and I want to quit them but Im worried that all my progress will just go down the drain.So Im still on the job hunt,Hopefully something comes along because I cant be broke during the summer, I refuse.