What the fuck is good?! This is so embarrassing, at one point my blog was my world. I could say and do whatever ,but I wasn't. I was holding myself back for some reason and I have been doing this with everything else in my life. I was ignoring everything, nothing was bringing me any joy. Oh Depression! It hit me super hard and I'm convinced it hit me harder this time because I never recovered from the last episode. I put a band aid on my depression (medication) and it helped for a millisecond and then I felt shitty again so back to self medicating I went (I have a whole post on that coming)
