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Why am I just now finding this?

You used to be my Bitch!

I was a big Kelis fan, I still play her shit til this day and was behind her when she decided to leave Nas. But she's been scaring me as of late with her gold digging ways. I just have this feeling that Nas is real broke and she knows it and she just wants to drag dude through the mud, I mead yeah he better take care of his kid but she doesnt want just that she wants to live life like she did when Nas was making the money and he cant provide like he used to because his career is kinda on the back burner but of course he's Nas and can rise from that but for the time being Kelis needs to record another album or make a few apperances at night clubs or something. Sure she pregnant and all but look at M.I.A, im pretty sure she wanted to be home watching the Grammys instead of having to perform at that mothafucka but im just saying. Kelis you need to come up with a option #2 because what if the judge says he doesnt have to pay for all the extra? what then?

My thoughts on the BET awards

Overall I enjoyed it, the last few years kinda sucked and was boring.The show started out with New Edition covering the Jackson 5, then Jamie foxx came out in a Michael Jackson get up and he did his little dance number and even moon walked. Neyo performed about 3 times covering a few of Michael's songs. I cant tell you who won what because all I really cared about was the performances.Beyonce's performance I wasnt really feeling it just seemed to much and I wanted her to do a more upbeat song. Keri Hilson, she's my girl but I didnt like her performance that much either. Drake and Wayne performed along with young money. I really wanted Nicki Minaj to be there but she wasnt. Me and a friend didnt like the fact that Lil Wayne and Draked performed "Every Girl" and "Best I've ever had" with pre-teens on stage,and why was drake sitting for his performance? According to Necole Bitchie he tore his ACL (sucks)He looked good though and so did Trey Songz, he really did his thing with Tyrese and (cough) Johnny Gill. Don Cornelius voice pissed me off and I wanted him to shut the fuck up. I wanted Chris Brown to perform, I know he beat Rihanna's ass but he can dance his ass of and would have done Micheal Jackson justice. The big surprise for me was when Janet Jackson came out.She looked pissed and I dont blame her. Its the media's fault Michael Jackson is dead, I truely belive that. I almost cried and im not one to cry but seeing Janet up there just had me wanting to. R.I.P Michael.

The Legend

Sad Sad Sad, thats all I can say. I was in complete shock when I found out via twitter that Michael Jackson died yesterday.My mother and I ran to her friends house because we didnt have cable(just got cable today) and watched the news and the different tributes that were on here. Its crazy I can remember being 2 or 3 y.o and doing the thriller dance. One of my first records was Bad and I played it out on my record player. I used to wear one glove when I was a kid,I have a pic I just dont know where it is. Michael Jackson to me was one of those people that I never thought would die. I seriously believed that Michaes Jackson was going to out live me. My prayers go out to the whole Jackson family. Michael you will always be in my heart. To all the asses who have nothing but negativity to say about MJ, calling him a child molester "FUCK YOU" and I mean it from the heart.

Super Jam

Super jam was this friday. I wish I took a pic of what I had on which was a tutu and a silver and black striped tank and some heels. We were all looking cute i'll find some pics to post later. Our seats were pretty high :( but we made the most of it. We were running a little late but made it in time for Gucci mane,after that was a dance crew (what ev's) then loso (case you didnt know so) was the surprise guest. Then Rick Ross, Soljah boy and then Jeezy. Over all it was ok, I had fun. Just wished we had better seats.

Happy Birthday Jay!!

It's my sisters Bday, We 'bout to get fucked up!!This is a old pic by the way.She's 22 today.

Romantic Call

Me and the hubby have been communicating through phone call. The conversations been short, short and sweet. I feel like im almost in fear of saying the wrong thing and then the old him will come out and I really like the person I've been talking to on the phone. He's like the first time we met. Sweet and charming cracking jokes but there this feeling in the pit of my stomach, "it wont stay like this forever" is the constant annoying voice I hear. Lets say I give us another chance and two bipolars live a marital bliss?

The Public Library sucks!!

So Im broke and didnt pay the internet bill so I've been force to return to the library where the computer runs slow as fuck and theres no guarantee that the computer would stay powered, countless times have I been on here typing something important and then bam! the shit cuts off, and I leave pissed. Hopefully the internet will return to my place in the next week or so if not then I'll just post from my phone but I refuse to return to the library.

No Internet:(

So my home computer is without internet and I hate the library so im gonna try blogging from my phone,hope it works out. GOD give me patients.