Sitting here staring at the screen, I cant concentrate for nothing in this world. My book I started last fall is still in its beginning stages. I need to work on character development and I’m stuck. My characters are based off people I barely know but in my mind I have some kind of idea, but for a story having an idea of someone isn’t enough. Besides being stuck creatively I have a bunch of other things on my mind that has me stuck, being a grown up. I knew the day would come but I didn’t think it would come in my late 20’s (ouch! it hurts typing that) without saying too much and putting all my business on front street,having to deal with the emotional roller coaster of an relationship is trying. especially with marriage. Who doesn’t want their marriage to work? I know no one who feels that way. You do everything to make someone happy and for it not to be enough hurts like hell. You get an idea of how its suppose to be. The “susie homemaker” that’s what I thought I was suppose to be, the “prototype” wife. Cook,clean and give great head and your marriage will work. I wish someone would have told me it was all a lie. There is so much more I didn’t know, like having to deal with someone with a totally different personality then yours bullshit. I fought,I yelled, I cried, I was mean but I was also kind, patient and full of humor and it wasn’t enough. I don’t know where I’m going with this, just pondering on whether or not to sign on the dotted line.
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