How you doing?

That was said in a Wendy Williams voice.I had a crush on Will Demps for a minute and he shows up in vibe right after my subscription ended(fuck!) And I refuse boo to buy a nan nada Vibe because I think Vibe is garbage and the only reason I had a subscription was because at a point and time I liked Vibe and I was helping a school out, you know the highschool kid who knocks door to door asking if you would like to sign up for 100,000,00 issues for just 10 bucks, yeah so I feel for that.Anywho it's eye candy

Poke Her Face

I know he changed the name but I like the old name better.I love kid cudi but Im not feeling this video,I mean the concepts cool but wheres the brown? There's no African American women in this video.I was kinda hurt by it.Are black video models only made for the booty butt cheek videos?Love ya cudder but Im not really feeling the video,Love the song but the video nah uh!

What the fuck is the point of this?

I was on twitter the other day and I follow bow wow (dont ask me why) anywhoo he posted pics of some chick with her hand down his draws playing with his nuts or some shit.

Oh The Joy Of Having A Penis

I sometimes wonder what it would be like to have a dick. Girls are to complicated down there, sometimes it's like what am I supposed to do with this? You gotta rub right there and stick right here and nooo! thats the wrong hole. It takes so long to get off and just when your really horny and you reach for you neon pink vibrator or your butt plug,what ever you prefer, its either outta batteries or it smells suspect. Then you have to use your fingers but after like 10 mins you feel like you have arthritis. Guys just have a dick. Big or small the possibility's of fun is endless and all you need is lotion or spit and your hands and bam. Guys can masturbate in public places like a crowded fastfood restaurant, yeah it's creepy but still you have that option. While Im happy to have a vag, it would be nice to switch it up. Im just saying

Going To Atlanta....

and I have mixed feelings.theres always some drama going on and gossiping, the whole thing makes me sick but this whole week that Im there Im going to busy myself with studying(yes Im bringing all those books with me, big fucking shit) and put on my headphones and let that be that,plus I have to help my mom with this catering. Im going to do the best I can because I have a boo boo, I fucked up my fingers, and last night I took so many vicodin pills I was on cloud 9 please believe me.Im gonna try to blog from my phone, or maybe not.Nobody reads my shit anyway.Peace

Things that piss me off

Things that piss me off

My child molesting uncle

The fact that my mom still talks to my child molesting uncle

The fact that everybody ignores the fact that this fucktard had a problem

That my family calls the victims liars, like really who would lie about there uncle finger banging them or fucking them in the middle of the night? Really

I’m pissed at myself for not having a voice, because I was scared.

I hate having to pretend that everything is alright, when I feel this rage inside me and I don’t know how to let it all out. I just want to hit somebody

It pisses me off that I’m so forgiving of the men that treat me like shit, including my husband

So pissed that I had to put my child to rest while all these little teen cunts get to have kids out the ying yang and don’t take care of them.

I’m pissed that I let myself get this low

I’m pissed that I don’t give myself enough credit

Why do I care what people think about me? I shouldn’t need anyone’s approval not even my dads. I’m and adult.

So pissed that I don’t act like an adult

My Birthday Weekend

This past saturday was my 26th birthday,yep 26. I dont even feel 26 but anyway. The day was real simple went out for breakfast with the fam and then later on that night went out to dinner,then we hit the club.Had fun, I was looking fly.Overall it was a good day.Next year Im doing it up bigger:)

okay!

I need to know Teyanna Taylors workout routine, pronto!

House of Dere-not!!!

Im so sick of non-fashion designers i.e The Music Industry,deciding it would be a good look if they design some shit and put their names on it and we the consumers fall for the gimmick and actually pay for such fuckery.House of Dereon or as I call it House of Bull-shit and bordem because really does Beyonce need anymore cash? I find a dress that I sorta like that I saw in Missbehave's final issue,its cheetah print and since im a sucker for tacky animal print clothing I go on a manhunt via the internet to find the dress.As Im browsing the website I realize that all these dresses are ugly and on her Dereon website the outfits are shiteous.I have alot of respect for Beyonce because I couldnt do what she does but she's a good entertainer and she should stick to that, her mom know squat shit about fashion.I feel like some people in the music industry with the exception of Diddy and Kanye feel like they can just put any old bullshit out their and because they have ji fans, their fans will go and by bullshit.When I worked at Macy's, Beyonce's shit didnt sell.It just sat there, maybe a black chick might buy the jeans because their made for women with end table asses but that's it.So Im not a fan.Beyonce step your fashion game up.P.S stop putting out sister labels and trying to sell it to kids, is that halter top acceptable? I thinks not.

There will never be another

Video Provided by DatPiff.comI tried to avoid watching the Michael Jackson memorial today, my mom called me and asked me to recored it.I didnt want to, I still cant believe it I just wanted it to be a dream.I wanted Michael to pop out on stage and say "Ha Ha guys it was a joke" Why cant it just be a cruel joke? I started watching it when the family was on stage and see Michaels daughter Paris so heart broken just got to me.I dont know what I would do if I lost my father, but having suffered lost last year I know it's hard especially since Michael is the only parent she knows.I know in my heart that Michael Jackson was a kind person just trying to live but the media, who I believe killed him, with all the harsh thing that were said on t.v. Heartbreak killed Michael Jackson.My favorite Michael Jackson song is "Leave Me Alone" and maybe now he can finally be left alone.Love You Michael

Cant wait

Im not really into horror movies but "Jennifers Body" looks more horror funny then actually just horror and I like Megan Fox, it doesnt come out until September 18th.

I couldnt find a trailer for Tim Burtons "Alice in Wonderland" but I cant wait until it comes out.I love Alice in wonderland, it's one of my favorite stories.

Hmmm what to buy?

I think these are kinda cute,I need to throw in some heels though.


My birthday's coming up (july 11) and I already know Im gonna get money from family and friends because it's hard to pick a gift out for me.Im thinking shoes, alot of shoes, it's just birthday money your suppose to blow it on whatever

lame of the month:Sandra rose

This creature is Sandra rose, she runs a blog Sandrarose.com I was a fan of her blog, but after a few months of reading I realized she's a hater.She's real negative and her post just bring me down. Sandra rose is another fine example of "Ugly people,Ugly attitutes". I mean for no reason she just hates on people and has no reason for it.Im not one to call anybody ugly, I dont like the word and it's not so much her face because I dont care how she looks it's her mean spirited attitude, she has followers so I guess some people get a kick outta that shit, but not me.I dont even bother going to her site anymore because she has something mean to say about everyone so if I dont like it I wont read it, simple as that.This rant has been eating me inside and wanting to come out, the shit she said about Drake is what set it off. You dont have to be a Drake fan but she does not know this guy(she admits that)and then proceeds to rip is charater to shreds not knowing anything about him, calling him gay and saying that his music sucks because he has a couple of tracks with lil wayne.Drakes not a wanna be or anything like that he's just putting out his music, Im a fan, I think he has talent and it's refreshing music. My point is get to know someone before you just dismiss them, especially if you run a entertainment blog but what do I know im not a celebrity blogger.

Drake-Best I've Ever Had

I could have been in this video if the requirements were just to have big ass titty's