Clueless In Greensboro

I have no clue why Im doing this blog anymore, I dont want it to be like that either so I have to make some desicions and changes. I want to make my blog more personal and more me so I dont with trying to be a gossip blog because honestly, I was just stealing shit from other blogs. So makeover time.

SATC 2

Blue Lipstick

Im loving this neon blue color on lips. Whether or not I'll rock it? maybe. If I can find a cheap version to experiment with first.

Knock me up!!!

I havent really told anything personal really on this here blog, thats because im to private, or sneaky if you ask my mom. Here's something thats been eating at me for the past year and a half. I want to try again at being a mom. My first pregnancy ended in heartache and I know that it will always be hard to "get over it" and a part of me doesnt want to, I mean what kind of person would I be if I "just got over" losing my daughter? My husband wants to wait but do men really know what they want. He has no choice in this matter because Im going to nag the shit out of him until I get what I want.

Another reason why I'm a big Kid Cudi fan

If your like me and you used to be a big hip hop fan, I mean real hardcore. You were actually listening to the lyrics and the shit made sense and even made you think about experiences in your life. It seems like age's ago when rap was an actual form of self expression now it's all about who your wearing, what type of  bottle your popping and how many baby mama's you have (message lil' Wayne) even when rappers were talking about selling drugs it was more because they were talking about an experience they were telling a story. Now a days its all about a beat and chanting some bullshit over it. Me and my cousin always joke about how easy it would be to make a hot beat and then say whatever over it and sell millions, the topics : swagger, fucking someone up in the club, drinking in the club, shooting someones brains out on the concrete, big booty hoes and shit like that. I stopped listening to the radio a long ass time ago. I actually feel sorry for my younger brother and cousins, they think New Boyz "jerk" is music.

busy busy

Well im trying to stay busy. I dont know if I wrote about this before but Im working on a short story thats real personal and would like to get it published. Im also focusing on opening up shop. I really want to be self employeed so im working on a business plan and trying to get funding. I was hoping to have everything dont by January but I doubt it, i've had some hurdles so as soon as I take care of that Gabby's Accessories will be open for business. I'll try my best to update more often but if Im missing for a week or two you'll know why. Wish me luck because im also studying for the cpc's yet again (this is try 4,damn) im not gonna quit though.

Lady GaGa on the cover of Elle

WTF? :Hard Candy

I went to walmart the other day to pick up some dog food and usually before I make it to the checkout I always go through the makeup isle and I was kinda shocked to see Hard Candy makeup in cute llittle pakaging. I remember going to sephora and buying there cute little lipgloss, so knowing that I dont have to drive all the way to burlington for some Hard Candy is a bonus. The score is now Target 1(ELF holiday makeup), Walmart 1. Yay a tie!

Jimmy Choo x H&M

Im so excited.I remember when Roberto Cavalli collabed with the popular store back in '07 and I was broke missed it.There's already been some issues with security at some stores. I'm praying that by the time I get to Maryland for thanksgiving that I can get my hands on a pair.

Press-on Nails: Do or Dont?

Where broke as hell In a recssion so I had to stop buying foolish things,my days of wondering around Walmart and picking up random thing's like Hello Kitty wrapping paper,useless,or $5 dollar movies from that giant movie been, I end up not watching any of it plus its on BET every other friday. I went to target the other day just to pick up those twisty rod thingy's to curl my dreads, I walked by the beauty isle and saw e.l.f products sittng there all shiny and shit anyways I end up in the nail care isle looking for dark purple nail polish and I saw a do it yourself nail kit. I remember back in highschool using this stuff, my mom would do my nails,it didnt come out right of course.Lumpy and ashy is words I would use to describe it, but diy nail kits can be a good thing,if you do it yourself because my mom didnt have a clue but if I do it myself it would be my own fuck up. I mean really can it be that hard? the kits under $10 bucks and comes with the nails in clear and white,acrylic powder,the liquid to mix it with and the brush. All I need is some cuticle oil and I already have those machines they use in the shop (dont ask me why,like I said earliar I buy dumb shit) Im gonna try it and put up pictures when Im done. It wont be as good as going to an actual salon but it's worth a try if you cant afford that $20 every two weeks to get a fill-in.

Creepy

As if Direct tv ads,werent creepy enough(the one with Naomi Watts scares me) there now using dead celebrities to sell there shit.The latest casualty is Heath Ledger. I think the whole thing is desrespectful. Before you know it there goning to have one with Michael Jackson.

Illuminati and New World Order: Is the music industry really corrupt?

After reading tweets left by Tiffany evans about Rihanna's new single "Russian Roulett" I've come to realize that the music biz is shady before I was like yeah sure,people who complain are the ones who's records didnt sell, but thats not the case.Some people would do anything for fame,so is it safe to say that artist who dont sell big numbers are the ones who are better off. I did a little research and found this video on Youtube.Reading what Tiffany had to say and watching this clip along with past conversations I had with friends and other films I've seen, it makes me think twice about what I listen to.Honestly I only listened to bits and pieces of the song so I want to hold my judgement until then.

Tiffany Evans tweets after the jump

MAC Halloween Makeup:Mommy I'm Scared!

Mac has 21 different designs to choose from and they give you instructions on how to get the look.I found these pic's on there facebook.I posted the one's  that I liked. Zombie chick,I might do this one.

Nooooooooooo

What the ghetto fuck are these?I was emailed these pics from a friend and I think its horrid,Its like slapping Micheal Jordan in the face.What have they done to my J 5's? Would I buy these if they all of sudden became hot on the streets? Negative. More after jump

I love Boots! Boots are Fun

I saw these and had to have them,plus there cheap.I found them on cutseygirlthere only 30 bucks and they come in different colors of course I went with black.Im thinking tights or a sequin mini skirt,saw one in forever21.I also bought these little booties but in black of course and a pair of black skinnies.Ahhh Fall is in the air.

Where My Ring At?!!??

I ordered this little jem earliar this week.Steven shein, jewlery designer,was having a sale and I love his work

Soul Sistah

I look at these photo's and think of that bilal video,anyways these are hot.The designer Stevie Boi,who happens to be from Baltimore gets his insperation from no other than Grace Jones and I can see that.I can definately rock these this fall.

Fall Fashion

I love fall,the weather cools and you can wear sweaters and cute boots and purple tights with a cute skirt.Im loving this look,I think black is going to be my color this fall

Glamour wtf?

I love acrylics and the longer the better.Today I went to sam's club with my mom so she could add me to her account so I can buy business type shit,anywho the lady who took my picture her nails were as long as my whole finger and my fingers are freakishly long,very long and skinny like witch finger but not really because Im not a wiccen(isnt that what there called?)I now want to get long ass nails.

Totally hair barbie!

This bitch was my bestfriend.I had the barbue and my sister had teressa,my mom worked at the mall in G'burg,MD and would bring me and my sister surprises every friday.Ahh memories.

Im tired

New Projects

Before I go into all the stuff I have coming up I took some pics of my hair,it's not to the color I want I need about two more boxes of hair dye and bleach and I took these pics with my phone's camera which sucks by the way.Also I'm celebrating my hair its been about what six months I think more or less I dont know but I look at old pictures and Im like "awwww look at the baby hair" now I can atleast put my hair in a ponytail.

Ok Im so excited I've decided to go into business for myself.I cant go into detail but I am working on my website right now and Im trying to "decorate" this blog because it's blah, but its all coming together slowly but surely,Im going along with this I've never design a webpage and I dont have the money to pay someone to do it even though one of my closes friends does this for a living so If I mess up who care's I already explained why.Also Im planning a wedding,well a renewal of vows,it's appropriate since were going through somewhat of a renewal and Im also planning a two week honeymoon.Im stuck between bahamas or jamaica but were not doing to cruise hell naw.I have two years to plan and save up.I already found my dress and the ceremony location,Im waiting to hear back from the hotel,it's in D.C and it's gonna be in the garden.Also my moms catering business is picking up and since I work for her I'll be traveling next week to my home state(Maryland)to cater for a funeral.I'll also get to spend some quality time with the booski♥
Im also trying to design my blog so Im messing around with some site I found "psycho" or something like that and trying to figure out dreamweaver(library)So I guess thats it,the new website should be up in a month,I think.Wow so much shit to do including new hobbies like sewing and baking I even recorded a baking cooking show,shits hilarious and long for know reason so I got to edit it anyways Im going to bed.peace

Now I dont feel so bad

I finally found a celeb with thick thighs and a flat ass,just like me.So I was on a blog when this ad pops up with some chick with a fat ass and it read "Now you can maximize your buttock size potential...Naturally!" the before and after pics were some photoshop mess,not even photoshop but paint.net.Thanks mya,I think i'll stick with my body...for now atleast

Shadowplay

Shadowplay (2002) from Dan Blank on Vimeo.

I found this on kanye west blog,real touching

Sarah Jessica Parkers Clear Duffle Bag

While other blogs were talking about how ugly she looked in the pic,I was looking at her duffle bag.I've been looking for a clear duffle bag but nothing.If anyone finds out where she got her bag from please email me.

Fucking lil wayne man?

Dear Lauren London

Lil Wayne looks like a vagina.

xoxo,
Q

Drake and Trey Songz-Succesful

Sequins and Leather

Found a black one at Charlotte Russe for 10 bucks


A Good alternative to the Alexander McQueen zipper booties

Top Shop Tights

Kid Cudi in HighTimes

Blue's Clue

Rihanna's dress by charley 5.0


Yay!!! Im excited about those blue blazers.So getting a pair.

My Fall Picks '09

Marc Jacobs Fall '09

Happy Birthday Michael!!!!

Mac All Black

I talked about this in a earliar post.Im so excited because I love black lipstick but never wore it because I thought it was too goth.Mac's collection will be available September 24th.I went to the beauty supply last week and bought a cheap version, just to try it out.

Cassie for Dimepiece

Scary ass Hello Kitty

This shit freaked me out sober, I cant imagine what it would be like when Im fucked up.Still love you Hello Kitty

The Misfits are cool as shit!

"Jem is truly outragious" I was watching jem on youtube and in the episode I was watching jerricha aka jem finds out about her fathers hidden secrets and jem and her homies the holograms battle this girl group called the "misfits".I guess there suppose to be the bad girls or whatnot but they were the freshiest band.The cheetah print bikini? thats all me,damn I wish I still had my jem doll.

Nicki Minaj: the Perfomance I missed while in Maryland

The day before I rode out to MD my sister informed me that Nicki Minaj was coming to town and performing at Jab's,I was so pissed because I missed her last time she came out this way so yeah Im heated.

Black Lipstick

Im excited about this new trend because I like black lipstick and since my lips are damn near black from smoking so much weed this should tie in well.

On that Midnight Train to Georgia

There's a high possiblity that I may be moving to Atlanta.Only time will tell.

Words to live by

Hey I've been there,this made me feel better
http://www.mobliving.com/blog/1651

Flashing Lights

I cant remember when I took these but I think there pretty.I took them with my camara phone.When I look at them I think of that Lupe Fiasco song "Paris,Tokyo"

I ♥ Raquel Reed

I was just at Books-A-Million looking for the Complex with Kid Cudi on the cover.They didnt have it but I spotted Raquel Reed on the cover of some tattoo mag that I cant remember the name of,anywho I really like her style.She's cool to look at because she's pretty and she has aqua hair,Fucking aqua mane.I have a thing for drag queens,Im not calling her one but she's fierce.Her fierceness reminds me of a drag queen,well actually more pin uppy(I doubt if thats a word)I like her look,Bright and Bold and her tat's are cute.So there goes some more intresting facts about me: I like Drag Queens and Tattoo's.

Fun at Priscillas

Or lovers lane,I guess its wherever your at.I've been looking for something to spice up my marriage even more so me and my ace(my sister) went to our favorite sex shop and I found what I was looking for,The Naughty French Maid.I tried it on and I looked hot of course,now to accesorize.I bought a garter and fishnet stockings.I couldnt afford the stripper lucite heels (aww darn) but I got something in my closet. I also bought a "Dick Pacifier" because I thought it was hilarious,my sister bought some stay hard cream.wow

Real + Chance = fucking hilarious

Last night I was flipping through channels when I happened to stop on VH1 and "The real chance at love 2" was on(I forgot there was a real chance at love 1)Majority of the girls looked busted,I mean it was just a hot ghetto mess.That orange hood chick was bonkers,first day and you already busting someones ass boo boo? I guess she wont make it on the cover of "Blackmen" The way Chance was going in on these lady's (and I use that term loosely) was what kept me watching, especialy when he asked ol'girl if she was a man.Yes I will keep watching this trainwreck

Something all black women struggle with

I ♥ Kid Cudi

Kid Cudi's on the new issue of Complex magazine and he gets deep.Im gonna pick up a copy.

How you doing?

That was said in a Wendy Williams voice.I had a crush on Will Demps for a minute and he shows up in vibe right after my subscription ended(fuck!) And I refuse boo to buy a nan nada Vibe because I think Vibe is garbage and the only reason I had a subscription was because at a point and time I liked Vibe and I was helping a school out, you know the highschool kid who knocks door to door asking if you would like to sign up for 100,000,00 issues for just 10 bucks, yeah so I feel for that.Anywho it's eye candy

Poke Her Face

I know he changed the name but I like the old name better.I love kid cudi but Im not feeling this video,I mean the concepts cool but wheres the brown? There's no African American women in this video.I was kinda hurt by it.Are black video models only made for the booty butt cheek videos?Love ya cudder but Im not really feeling the video,Love the song but the video nah uh!

What the fuck is the point of this?

I was on twitter the other day and I follow bow wow (dont ask me why) anywhoo he posted pics of some chick with her hand down his draws playing with his nuts or some shit.