Clueless In Greensboro

I have no clue why Im doing this blog anymore, I dont want it to be like that either so I have to make some desicions and changes. I want to make my blog more personal and more me so I dont with trying to be a gossip blog because honestly, I was just stealing shit from other blogs. So makeover time.

SATC 2

Blue Lipstick

Im loving this neon blue color on lips. Whether or not I'll rock it? maybe. If I can find a cheap version to experiment with first.

Knock me up!!!

I havent really told anything personal really on this here blog, thats because im to private, or sneaky if you ask my mom. Here's something thats been eating at me for the past year and a half. I want to try again at being a mom. My first pregnancy ended in heartache and I know that it will always be hard to "get over it" and a part of me doesnt want to, I mean what kind of person would I be if I "just got over" losing my daughter? My husband wants to wait but do men really know what they want. He has no choice in this matter because Im going to nag the shit out of him until I get what I want.

Another reason why I'm a big Kid Cudi fan

If your like me and you used to be a big hip hop fan, I mean real hardcore. You were actually listening to the lyrics and the shit made sense and even made you think about experiences in your life. It seems like age's ago when rap was an actual form of self expression now it's all about who your wearing, what type of  bottle your popping and how many baby mama's you have (message lil' Wayne) even when rappers were talking about selling drugs it was more because they were talking about an experience they were telling a story. Now a days its all about a beat and chanting some bullshit over it. Me and my cousin always joke about how easy it would be to make a hot beat and then say whatever over it and sell millions, the topics : swagger, fucking someone up in the club, drinking in the club, shooting someones brains out on the concrete, big booty hoes and shit like that. I stopped listening to the radio a long ass time ago. I actually feel sorry for my younger brother and cousins, they think New Boyz "jerk" is music.

busy busy

Well im trying to stay busy. I dont know if I wrote about this before but Im working on a short story thats real personal and would like to get it published. Im also focusing on opening up shop. I really want to be self employeed so im working on a business plan and trying to get funding. I was hoping to have everything dont by January but I doubt it, i've had some hurdles so as soon as I take care of that Gabby's Accessories will be open for business. I'll try my best to update more often but if Im missing for a week or two you'll know why. Wish me luck because im also studying for the cpc's yet again (this is try 4,damn) im not gonna quit though.

Lady GaGa on the cover of Elle