hi.

I have a problem, I don't know how to just do one thing. to just focus on one thing is very fucking difficult for me. so I have this blog and in the beginning it was fun and I wrote honestly about what I was feeling and it was so easy because no one reads my shit (still don't) but I was ok with that because to me it was just a diary the anyone could stumble upon. Then I found out blogging could be a career, like you could make money off of stating your opinion and then I decided to try to jump on that bandwagon. I got bored with trying to turn this into a fashion blog so I decided to turn it into a beauty blog and that was a horrible idea. The point is I get bored easily and my little online diary was not fun anymore. Mainly because I wanted my little diary to turn into necolebitchie.com over night and when it didn't I said fuck it. Tumblr's so much more interesting. I don't have to post everyday but I'm on that bitch everyday just looking at whatever and listening to whatever. I want to change the name of this blog so much. Just delete it and start over.maybe