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30.4.09

Love sucks sometimes


So my husbands in a situation and he needs me to be there for him which is understandable because were married, I love him and everything but we havent been together since november and were suppose to be getting divorce, now he doesnt want the divorce? Something shady is going on I can feel it, womens intuition. He's gone for how long I dont know Im still waiting to hear back from his people. Were in two different states, I dont know what to do, Of course Im gonna be there for him because at the end of the day I cant hold grudes towards the motha fucka I swapped vows with even if he did do me wrong and deserted him when I needed him most. Our childs funeral, he wasnt there and neither were my inlaws. No phone calls or anything.Thinking about it makes me mad so Im not gonna get into it but talking to him on the phone, he pretty much is blaming me for why he is where he is, hold up wtf? This is the same dude that when I was trying to get us a place to stay and start over after the tragedy and you he said he wouldnt allow me to work because he thinks Im gonna fuck my co-worker.Who makes accusations like that. Thats not even close to some shit I would do, but he blames me for not doing all the shit a married man is suppose to do, instead of standing behind me with my career goals and just plans for our future he shot me down. Now Im willing to put all that to the back of my mind to help him in his situation. Im I crazy or Stupid?

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