Big Changes!

So I'm excited (finally) Ive been trying to figure out what to do with quitabonita. I dont use it for what it was intended for, which was sharing my inner most private thoughts and other random things in my head. That did not work because I'm a closed off bitch, I have all kinds of walls up and I really just don't want to share my business on the internet just yet. Instead quitabonita will be home to another project that I'm not ready to reveal but I have a vision and will make it happen. So long its been real

Hey,Hi,Hello!

What the fuck is good?! This is so embarrassing, at one point my blog was my world. I could say and do whatever ,but I wasn't. I was holding myself back for some reason and I have been doing this with everything else in my life. I was ignoring everything, nothing was bringing me any joy. Oh Depression! It hit me super hard and I'm convinced it hit me harder this time because I never recovered from the last episode. I put a band aid on my depression (medication) and it helped for a millisecond and then I felt shitty again so back to self medicating I went (I have a whole post on that coming)

This Gives Me Confidence To Travel Alone

Traveling has been something I've wanted to do for awhile now, but I've always made excuses. One of them being that I have no one to go with, most of the people I'm cool with don't have passports. I came across this video while looking through my subscriptions on youtube. Mexico is actually one of the many places I want to travel to and watching this makes me want to go even more. Now I have to start working over time, maybe I should actually start going to work...but thats another story.

LoL

Rihanna Shakes Her Little Cakes." Pour It Up" Video

Full Face

So heres the products I used

Face: L'Oreal revitalift Miracle Blur,MUFE HD foundation in #175, Sonia Kashuk illuminating bronzer in goddess as a highlight, Black Radiance concealer stick, NARS blush in Taj Mahal, Mac msf in dark and elf HD powder.

Eyes: Mac painter paint pot, Urban Decay cult matte shadow( I think its discontinued),Lorac pro palette
colors pewter and deep purple

Brows: Maybelline master shape and palladio eye gel

Mascara: YSl baby doll

Lips: NARS catfight

Dirty Thirty

I turned thirty this past july, and I don't understand  how anyone who has reached such a milestone can say they don't feel different. I do, but in a good way. I feel comfortable and more confident in my skin then I ever have. I still have my moment when I look in the mirror but other then that I think I'm gonna like thirty. Things I used to stress over at twenty-something is stupid to me now. I would be crazy to say that overnight I have this great insight and Im over everything from the past,because Im not but Im hopeful about the years to come. I'm actually looking forward to thirty one and beyond. I feel good and I hope this feeling doesn't fade.